I decided that I don't like people. Why bother? You can invest all the time and patience into a friendship and it can blow up and go away just because. Now in my world, marriage and family do not count because no matter what happens you have to work it out- getting out is not an option. I have been burned more times than I care to remember by people who I at one point in my life considered my friend. How is it that I have been so unlucky in this area? My mom has had great friends in her life since grade school.
I know of one friend that could definitely be a life long friend,but I seem to get her wrath every once in a while and honestly I'm not sure I deserve it. I have been told to "give her space" cuz she is "so fing mad". What? Are we in grade school still? I guess I am the problem. Is there anyone out there who just wants to have a friend with no strings attached? I'm not terribly attentive, I work full time and have 4 children, I will forget your birthday, anniversary, and your children's birthdays. But if you ever need something or an ear to listen or shoulder to cry on- heck, I'm there!
I think my blog is sounding more like my diary from grade school than an adult blog, but this is what's on my mind. Maybe tomorrow will be a positive and less pathetic blog. Keep your fingers crossed. Lol.
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